sumomo

sms wilson at 2 to meet at 3.15 and the reply was "ok". call him at 3.05 he just wake up. how long do u need to prepare? :10mins. me:nop, 40mins. :)
and dinner at sumomo was a big disappointment. everything was bad except their milk tea and sashimi. i will never gonna visit that place again. ikoi restaurant ftw. :)))

acceptance.

when someone come to me saying they hear people criticising me, i would say its normal. we all criticise others too, but we have to bear in mind the context of the statement made. more often then not, the person who made the remarks may not have ill intentions but become misinterpreted because the listeners tend to be too emotional and focus too much on the negative content. i used to be mad in the past, but ever since i started practicing on giving up my ego, i feel ok. i dont want to waste time getting into conflicts. there are too many thing waiting for us to do.

i read this quote somewhere before.
"Criticism is like a bitter pill, it brings cure... praise is like a sweet, too much of it will lead to sickness."

yaynesses

dad:* came into my room with this book, sat on my bed and say "come, teach me how to read these"
me: *lie on his lap with my boaster below to elevate my head.
*after teaching how to pronounce some words, i told him, dad i gonna ORD in a year time. :)
dad: fast hor, what you planning to do then?
me: study. probably SIM.
dad: why not do forex, and teach others like your bro?
me: i will be doing, but nor teaching, i wanna set up a business. :)
dad: ok tell me more.
me: but i got no capital. i think, i need to work for a few years first.
dad: laugh at me and say, by the time you will be so old.
me: it's never too late for anything you see.
dad: ok why not like this, u play my forex account, treat it like its yours. :)
me: meaning?
dad: from now, till you finish studying, u use my account and see how much u can make out of it, that will be your capital.
me: meaning i pocket the money i earn?
dad: something like that.
me: !!!!! thank you!!!!
dad: dont disappoint me.
me: i hope so !!!
*he fall asleep on my bed.
me: dad.
dad: yes??
me: dont sleep here
dad: ok. whats this.
me: green tea + blue label.
dad: *take a sip* nice!
me: anyway the blue label is finishing. :( will you buy another 1?
dad: you like it? very expensive you know.
me: my favourite!! thats why i am telling you, i cant afford.
dad: ok la. when i go overseas. next time drink together k.
me: OK!! ^5
dad: ^5

i love my dad. :)

todolist;wishlist

plans of what are needed & wanted GOT to be done real soon.

woke up at weird hours not to think of this, but just happen to when my computer is on. ok and going back to bed now. :)

timeline of 28th april 1987 baby.

when i was 0-6, i was being taken care of by my relatives. i heard stories of how mischievous i was, doing things like dismental aircon, hit dogs which i dont like, demand for a bottle of yakult, cry if no one give in to me, break something and keep quiet acting as though nothing has happen. now that i am 22, i changed, for the better.

when i was 9, i got to know chen, my dad and his dad so happen to be friends and i got my freedom of always going to his place to stay over. back then, life was great, nothing to worry about. its just jalan tampang & sembawang shopping centre. now that i am 22, i rarely meet up with him. but i still regard him as my childhood friend, i will meet him after my NS.

when i was 10, i got to know another good friend, denny. my bestest friend of all in primary school. i stay over at his place to the extend that i could bring my uniform to his place and go to school together the next morning. now that i am 22, i need to at least let his mum and him know what i am doing.

when i was 12, i game my life away. from tamiya > counter-strike > darkages. it all ended at sec 3. now that i am 22, i miss those days.

when i was 18, in poly, i got my first ever gf. she was great to me, always happy. till one day, i felt so cheated cause of someone, and there goes my 1 year of relationship. and my second gf in poly year two, i felt so cheated again, this time in term of money. now that i am 22, though i haven got myself a true love, i know what type of person i am looking for.

when i was 18, the prime age, i started clubbing weekly. mos > zouk > phuture > velvet with boo > fong > chen > hao > teng > fongyi > koonie > quanxin > dennis > steph > willis > ray and sometimes janis > denise > nira > melissa. and it all ended at the ago of 20. now that i am 22, i really miss the time we spent together. hope we get to hang out together like before.

when i was 20, i met this group of gamers. they are hell fun people. ryan > guoli > panini > thomas > jeff > raymond and many more. through them, i also meet weird people, more weird than i do. i started trusting people so easily, that i felt so cheated once again. now that i am 22, i learn my lesson.

when i was 21, i entered NS, serving the nation as a policeman. the most relax place ever. so free that everynight i could lie on the bed, and reflect on my life, thats when i tell myself, to be a fully grown up kid. and indeed, i lead a life so much better than before. so much happier.

when it was 7th april 2009, i got my number 1 enemy. though i got it right in my face, i didnt retaliate. i so didnt want this enemy thing to happen but it was too much. grrr.....

its weird how much patience i used to have and now even better over the years, now i dont even talk back to my parents. its weird how i change my lifestyle over the years. it s weird how i started to plan for stuff. its weird how you explore happiness through happiness. its weird all these things happen which i never thought it would. its weird being weird, or is it me.


i am just so happy with myself now. :)

looking forward

been a long time since i look forward to something, and weekend was fabulous. like what ryan say: "best part about NS life is you look forward to something".


sat >> photoshoot >> sam >> abi >> wilson >> sam's palce >> feast >> horror movie


sun >> ksh >> haji lane >> iluma >> bugis parco >> movie >> pasta inc >> mustafa

happyhappyhappyhappyhappy. :)

inspired*

i am totally inspired by camille of childhood flames. her fashion sense was all to my likings!!! (black&white) and i am off to iron all my jeans that i washed yesterday.(feel like diy a pair of jeans...)

PS: i am done with my D90 manual. :D

enjoyment : aftermath

1 overnight = 2 days of rest = my current workable equation. sounds like i am not as hype before, but i so abhor enjoying myself with 50% energy. will this last for long? we'll see. :)