when i was 9, i got to know chen, my dad and his dad so happen to be friends and i got my freedom of always going to his place to stay over. back then, life was great, nothing to worry about. its just jalan tampang & sembawang shopping centre. now that i am 22, i rarely meet up with him. but i still regard him as my childhood friend, i will meet him after my NS.
when i was 10, i got to know another good friend, denny. my bestest friend of all in primary school. i stay over at his place to the extend that i could bring my uniform to his place and go to school together the next morning. now that i am 22, i need to at least let his mum and him know what i am doing.
when i was 12, i game my life away. from tamiya > counter-strike > darkages. it all ended at sec 3. now that i am 22, i miss those days.
when i was 18, in poly, i got my first ever gf. she was great to me, always happy. till one day, i felt so cheated cause of someone, and there goes my 1 year of relationship. and my second gf in poly year two, i felt so cheated again, this time in term of money. now that i am 22, though i haven got myself a true love, i know what type of person i am looking for.
when i was 18, the prime age, i started clubbing weekly. mos > zouk > phuture > velvet with boo > fong > chen > hao > teng > fongyi > koonie > quanxin > dennis > steph > willis > ray and sometimes janis > denise > nira > melissa. and it all ended at the ago of 20. now that i am 22, i really miss the time we spent together. hope we get to hang out together like before.
when i was 20, i met this group of gamers. they are hell fun people. ryan > guoli > panini > thomas > jeff > raymond and many more. through them, i also meet weird people, more weird than i do. i started trusting people so easily, that i felt so cheated once again. now that i am 22, i learn my lesson.
when i was 21, i entered NS, serving the nation as a policeman. the most relax place ever. so free that everynight i could lie on the bed, and reflect on my life, thats when i tell myself, to be a fully grown up kid. and indeed, i lead a life so much better than before. so much happier.
when it was 7th april 2009, i got my number 1 enemy. though i got it right in my face, i didnt retaliate. i so didnt want this enemy thing to happen but it was too much. grrr.....
its weird how much patience i used to have and now even better over the years, now i dont even talk back to my parents. its weird how i change my lifestyle over the years. it s weird how i started to plan for stuff. its weird how you explore happiness through happiness. its weird all these things happen which i never thought it would. its weird being weird, or is it me.
i am just so happy with myself now. :)
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