Thursday, September 3, 2009

now every night i am sleeping with fear

the incident that happen recently, made me doubt my house even more. waking up in the middle of the night is my profession, to add on, walking around to do whatever without the lights on.

its 5.50am. woke up with a pain in the stomach. rushed to the toilet, and when was about to close the door, heard a voice saying "where are you going?". opened the door with my groggy state of mind, finding whoever ask me that to reply, but end up everyones door was close!!! immediately, i woke up! i thought was my dad, but hell NO. multiple thoughts running in my mind, idk what will happen when i am done. shit. of cause nothing went wrong. went back to bed after using the toilet. and couldnt sleep as each time the feeling of someone is about to give a tap on my shoulder makes me turn around. also my subconcious mind keep on telling me that theres a insect on my hand, please sweep it away, when theres nothing at all. (sigh to post camp symptoms) it took me so long to fall asleep because of all these, disturbing moments....

No comments:

Post a Comment